When Nothing Holds Everything: Surviving the Zero State

Fire and Ice in Suspension

There comes a point when the air around you stops buzzing. No push, no pull. Just suspension. The to-do lists evaporate, the goals lose flavour, and even music sounds like static. This is not laziness, and it’s not enlightenment. It’s the zero state — the space between endings and beginnings where the self dissolves into pure signal.

At first it feels like dying. You don’t want, you don’t need, you don’t care. The world keeps spinning its loud illusions — ambition, outrage, romance — but you’re unplugged from the feed. Gravity still holds your body, yet something in you is floating. The mind panics: what’s wrong with me? But nothing is wrong. That’s the problem. Nothing has finally shown up to do its job.

Zero is not empty. Zero is full of potential compressed so tightly it looks like absence. It’s the pregnant pause before creation, the inhale that never quite becomes exhale. The ancients called it the void, the mystics called it the womb, the physicists call it the field. Same silence, different language.

You start to see how much of life is noise made to drown out this quiet. Productivity, spirituality, self-improvement — all brilliant distractions from the rawness of being unmade. In the zero state, there’s no self to improve. There’s only awareness — cold, clear, and unsentimental.

If you stay long enough, fear turns into observation. You notice the hum behind everything: the refrigerator, the blood in your ears, the low cosmic drone that never leaves. That hum is the sound of nothing holding everything together. It’s the frequency of existence doing its job without applause.

The zero state teaches by subtraction. It removes every false floor you’ve built to stand on — identity, belief, purpose — until you’re suspended in truth: you were never standing at all. You were being held.

And that’s the breakthrough hiding in the breakdown. Nothing isn’t punishment; it’s mercy. It’s the universe’s way of saying, stop building for a minute and feel the foundation. When you can rest inside that stillness without trying to decorate it, you’re ready for what comes next.

The next state isn’t movement. It’s awareness of motion. That’s where we go in part two: The Physics of Nothingness. Join my mailing list to receive this post direct to your inbox.

If you’ve been through your own Zero—if you’re in it right now—use the comments section to tell me what it’s teaching you. You don’t have to be “okay.” You just have to be honest.

With love,

Rainbow Glo

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